ME NoW !! :(

Every sec my heart is beating
Every min is hoping to see
Every hour looks back laughing
to say he will never call back ..in glee..

Never thot i would ever go thru dz..
Never thot it would be over before it started..
Never thot i would be lying like a dead person..
Never thot my world would soo soon drift apart..

How would anyone understand the pain,when you only are ignorant to it..
How do i prove my love to you,when you only are so uninterested..
How do i calm myself and say 'you are not my cup of tea'
How the hell can i live with all the dreams that are burnt in ashes of flame..

I cant sleep the way i used to before..
I cant eat every meal..
I cant see you walking around..
Like nothingz happened and you are at zeal..

Dont know if it was my assumption or notion..
That we both were in sync..
In a jiff, you threw me a caution..
My life turned haywire..in a blink.

The pain am going thru, you may not feel..
The tears am shedding..you may not see..
The lips that smile ..are sealed to be..
The sorrow stricken heart..is striving for thee..

What i did to others..GOD did to me..
What someone did to you..you did to me..
In all this game of rejection and betrayal..
All that is killed is JUST ME!!

I may never call you again..I may never be the same..
I may never act and show you love that way..
But remember...whatever happens..
I can never stop loving you THIS WAY...

You are still the one, I will see when i wake up..
You are still the one, I will dream when i sleep..
You will still remain the wallpaper of my laptop..
You may move on..But for me YOU ARE STILL THE ONE!!

If at all you change your mind..
If at all you open the doors..
Dont forget..am always here..
Waiting for you..ALL THE MORE..