Miss You like a child misses thier blanket.......

I've been lying here all night...
Listenin to the rain....
Talkin to my heart and tryin to explain...
Why sometimes I catch myself wonderin wat might have been....
Yes I do think about you, every now and then....

The greenz doesnt seem greener anymore....
The wind doesnt move beneath my wingz...
The smell of ur skin still lingers...
Your words are the song,my heart still singz..

There is no passing thought in my mind,without you..
There is no happy moment i see..
My life seems so meaningless n low...
Wish you smile and come back to me..

I can never forget the 'warmth' of that hug...
Which never meant anythin for you, like it did to me...
I will alwayz cherish those wonderful moments and time..
Forever in my heart they will be..

The hardest thing in life..
Is sayin gud bye to the one you love..
The most unluckiest of them all..
Is the one who is not being loved in return..

I cant live without you dear...
U dunno how lovely you are..
Why is it soo difficult for me...
To get you off my mind and my world??

Here comes the rainz again...
Washin away my tears..
Drenched in my pain again..
Will i ever get back those years??

I dont wanna cry anymore..
coz it will do no good to me..
I dont wanna dream anymore..
coz it will never be fulfilled in glee...

Remember me as a gal who loved..
Loved you, more than it seems..
Remember you are the loser...
A loser, more than it seems..

Some amazin 'MISS YOU' Quotez

"Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have."

"I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't"

"Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore"

"I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you"

"I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life"

Susan Boyle !!

Susan Boyle is a Scottish singer who came to public attention on 11 April 2009, when she appeared as a contestant on the third series of Britain's Got Talent. Boyle found fame when she sang "I Dreamed a Dream" from Les Misérables in the competition's first round.

Born with learning disability...having been bullied all her life...Unmarried...All her life she had been taking care of her mother who died 2 years ago...She stayed alone in a village called Blackburn in UK, with her 10 yr old cat 'Pebbles'...Her momz last wish was for her to attend "Britain's Got Talent"...and there she was standing in front of millions of people on Apr 11,2009...all set to astonish the world...

No one expected her 2 sing soo well...everyone felt she was a joke...But d moment she started singing..the judges were amazed, the audience went insane and if you see the video ...Am sure u will get goosebumps on your skin and tear drops tickling down your eyes...datz d kinda impact her singing had !!

The fact that people still judge a person's talent n ability by just his/her looks or dressing style is very saddening...Can't imagine what must have been running thru Susan's mind when she saw 1000's of people laughing at her face just because she had unkempt hair n a bad dressing style...Yet so fearlessly and courageously she sang to sweep the world with her voice...

People may laugh at her...But guyz lemme tel ya...I think shez by far the most strong willed woman I have known in my life..Inspite of being teased n bullied all her life..she had the courage to come up to a stage so huge and showcase her talent,caring less for the people who laughed n mocked upon her..It needz truck loadz of self confidence to say "I know what they were thinking, but why should it matter as long as I can sing? It’s not a beauty contest" ...She knew she had it in her..she knew she could shut each n every persons mouth with her gifted voice..and shez done it..!! I am personally so proud of her...and this is the most amazin success story I have ever heard / seen in my life... n am really happy...cz she deserves it...I AM SUSAN'S FAN!!

P.S - http://vodpod.com/watch/1541509-%C4%B0ngiliz-popstar-teyze-susan-boyle-video

FYI - A 100 million video views on 20 different websites was reached within nine days of the video being posted !!

If I were a STOCK...

I was recently chatting a friend of mine..and we were discussing the gradual increase in my weight since 8 years :)

A brief intro about this Interesting yet Weird person..Letz call him Mr.X - He is a total business freak...He breathes shares, stocks, stock exchanges!! His world is Capital Market!! He acts as if hez born to rule the Business Universe!! Well, on a serious note ..this guy is an expert on the stock market/ capital market front..he knows a lot more than what people of his age would generally know...

Coming back to my chat... I was telling him how incessantly I have been putting on weight and how much I am striving to decrease it...He being the usual uncanny self started relating thingz and speaking in Business termz...This is what he had 2 say..

Mr.X: so u have maintained the momemtum
Shilpz: yeaa..(Unfortunately)
Mr.X: if you were a stock i would have invested in you
Shilpz: HUH!!
MR.X: i like stocks which have clear momemtum
Shilpz: Gawd....manshyarannu stocks ge compare madtya (COMPARIN PPL 2 STOCKS??)
Mr.X: hahaha...but technically i think you are in a consolidation phase
you know this is a very important phase
it produces a band
if you fluctuate within this band for sometime and breakout on either side - i.e you either gain more weight or lose weight - then that will be the next momemtum
next direction of move
Shilpz: hmm (soo boring)!!
Mr.X: U know technical analysis says - if a stock maintains its momentum for a long time , then its really hard to bring it down bcoz people would have got used to buying it and nobody will sell it
so in your case
Shilpz: AM NT A STOCK
Mr.X: your body would have got used to storing and saving rather than spending it
Shilpz: I AM TO BE DONE A BIOLOGICAL ANALYSIS NOT Technical Analysis!!! PHEW!!

Well..Wat a KILLING thought isnt it?!!? :) NOT that I agree to it though!! :) lolzz

Watever be the analysis..I will strive hard n make sure I lose some weight,atleast to stamp down the UPWARD MOMENTUM and prove my point !! :)